Ezekiel 16:30 KJV
"30 How weak is thine heart, saith the Lord GOD, seeing thou doest all these things, the work of an imperious whorish woman;"
I am speaking to broken women in this blog, I see you hiding that pain sis. The women who strip, who dance half naked, who are prostitutes, who party, who are haughty in their nature, etc. I am not by any means "judging" anybody, I just care about SOULS and about speaking the TRUTH in which helped me. The Word of God states these types of women as whores stuck in their whoredoms. I have personally had a haughty attitude and partied in High School and after graduation. There was a point in my life I thought about using my body for easy money gain. I am thankful for the Lord, that I never followed through with it. I went through sexual trauma starting in my childhood and I also didn't have my biological father around starting at the age 5. I never had a good father figure. I was often rejected and called "prude" a lot of my childhood, "boring" in my last relationship. In my teenage years I was with one person for seven years off and on. Truly never had sex with anyone else besides him until I met my S.O now. I remember around 19-20 years old I lost about 50lbs, and I was becoming confident in myself, but in the sense of wanting to show my body off for attention and "love". My pride and flesh overtook essentially. I liked to go to parties, and I was developing this careless, haughty attitude. "I look good, so I'm going to wear what I want and do what I want." I wanted to be included in groups and cliches, just to feel known and seen. Ladies around me in H.S and after we graduated became "go-go dancers" and or would strip, have an only fans account or go to strip clubs for fun, watch porn and be open about masturbation. I never wanted to do any of it, but the devil was definitely in my ear getting me to think I need to be less closed off and more "fun" and "open" like these girls were if I was ever going to have a man want to stay with me. I needed to be accepting of watching porn, masturbating and being okay with having multiple partners. " It's just what everyone experiences in life and does", thinking sex was the gateway to getting a man to love me. Boy, was I wrong. LOL. We need to be valued, not looked at like a piece of meat. It wasn't until I got pregnant in 2017 and moved away to a new state did the Lord humble me and show me the truth.
Ladies, some of us have similar stories, some are more humbling to hear. This is for the women who strip because she says it makes good money; this is for the women who were molested and or experienced sexual trauma early on in life. This is for the women who grew up being taught all she knows because no one around her leads by example. This is for the women who didn't have a loving father to nurture and teach them right love from wrong love and or maybe they were domestically abused by their father. Our actions in life ladies, they speak volume! They speak what is in our hearts. The world today? I see broken hearts EVERYWHERE! I know you claim you're good (I use to hear it lol), you are making stacks stripping, got your nails done, hair done, new car and house. All the men hitting you up and you may even stand some up or lead them on to have that power feeling and get what you desire. You have what should be making you happy, you're in "control" of your life, but do you ever ask yourself; why do I still feel empty? Why do I still not completely love my life? I'm telling you ladies, since the Lord has WOKE me up, His Holy Spirit has taught me it all stems back to the pain and suffering we went through, throughout life. For some it starts as innocent children, others it happens more in the teenage years. We feel the need to try to "cover it up" and just push things into the back of our minds to numb it and try not to remember, "get over it". So, we turn to drinking or smoking or sex really any form of entertainment to not think about it and make us feel better only for a moment. I'm speaking only from personal experience right now, these things, especially sex and being "sexy" is not the answer. THAT IS NOT LOVE, not for yourself and not from a man lusting after you and using you for your body. Not. Love. We should seek to be VALUED ladies, first and foremost BY GOD, not a man, for He CREATED you and knew you before you were even in your mother's womb. (Jeremiah 1:5) THAT'S LOVE! He loves you so much and see's your pain, knows every bit about you, every tear you've shed. Everything. He's calling and has been, but you've been too distracted listening and living for the devil unknowingly, living in the flesh and not the Spirit. He just wants a humble heart that will repent and seek Him before all things in this world. Repentance is key. For we live in this world, but we are not OF this world. (John 17:16-26 KJV) WE WILL ALL DIE ONE DAY AND IT COULD BE TOMORROW OR THE NEXT (I know you know how fast people can be gone), WE NEVER KNOW OUR TIME, ONLY GOD DOES. HELL AND HEAVEN ARE VERY REAL PLACES!! Instead of feeding your fleshly temptations, your pride, holding onto unforgiveness and carrying bitterness and resentment in your heart, I humbly ask you to turn to Jesus Christ and not the entertainment you are used too. True change is uncomfortable. Get SERIOUS about your life, it's not all fun and games when we our fighting a spiritual battle and it's sad some of you reading this may not even know what I mean. Seek Jesus and read your Bible to help you overcome the strongholds the enemy (the devil) has built in your hearts/minds from past and present trauma/pain and RENEW it with how God, your creator, sees you. It all starts with healing and changing for the better and that all starts with JESUS! I know a man in life hurt you, like every man in my life, but the devil has assignments too, that wasn't God! He wants to take what was made to be for evil against you and change it all for the greater good for HIS mighty glory! The Lord is my ABBA (heavenly father) and to be seen and known by Him makes up for anything I've ever been through. He is the best father figure I was always longing for, but never had, the greatest LOVE of all that I could never find in a worldly man or pleasures. When will you stop running to the world, when wil you stop pretending to be okay, and run back home to him? You're not waiting on the Lord, He is waiting on you! Amen.
If anyone reading this needs a listening ear or prayers, I am here. Please don't hesitate to reach out! Kingdom women arise!
Galatians 5:19-25 KJV
- The flesh VS The Spirit -
19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, 20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, 21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. 22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, 23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. 24 And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. 25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.
* I thank you Holy Spirit, for the inspiration and focus to write this blog tonight, not sure who it will help. Without you I am nothing Lord, I didn't know love for myself or others until you called me back home. I love YOU; I honor you; I praise your Holy name! Amen.
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